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THE HEART LOCK
Monday, December 04, 2006





SHIFTED

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Do update links!

YWith love, Valerie




keep believing
Tuesday, November 28, 2006

I've chalked a christmas/newyear wishlist for fun, so here is how it goes:

1. christian dior shades/wallet
2. coach tote
3. black dkny watch
4. zara boots/pumps
5. holga/lomo camera
6. walk-in wardrobe
7. curtains :(
8. kingsize bed
9. happiness

There's still more &i do hope my parents are my faithful blogreaders. For wishes#6-8, just hope it's true that we'll shift house soon. :(

Damn my background is really orgasmic.

YWith love, Valerie




Tenacious D & Happy Feet
Sunday, November 26, 2006



Tenacious D is definitely more rad than Happy Feet because I simply enjoy the even flow of peppered idiosyncrasies in relativity to other movies. And I guess its a M18 movie because there was a lot(a lot) of 'fuckyous', 'fucking', 'fuckers', 'suckcock', and 'bonerpushup' excessively used - to epitomise what i was saying, it means they suffixed the word 'fuck' in a lot of different ways. Most importantly, watching it is like attending a gig. 4 stars for TD. 3 for Happy Feet. 2 for Flushed Away!(ug, bloody movie im still feeling upset over it)

Thanks for the ring babe, i hope it locks where my heart is and eradicate all the insecurities i have over you. Not on your part, just me. Oh &have i told you how much i love the you whenever you watch movies with me...because that's when you look so amazingly docile. :)

Now slip under covers to wake up to a cock-a-doodle day!

YWith love, Valerie




Kforkarma
Saturday, November 25, 2006

this is growing up.

Cheerscheers tom got my call of heart answered. Till then.

Episodes of eerie happenings have already been pieced up within to churn a sense of premonition which I fight hard - not to believe. I pray that its not subtle warnings of a great peril coming - and, oh we shouldn't have, we shouldn't have. We heard it like a mantra: Look forward and not back. That's the only option we have left, babies - its just K-for-Karma - and this is our nemesis.

How I love word-therapy when I'm down. But at times, you just get more down on its insolvency to get your meaning/feelings across. Why does the in-betweens of black&white &the obvious have to be conspicuously spelt out - so which part of us does the ingrained creativity and sensitivity live in? It is supposed to be inbred but for some people, it just went missing.

YWith love, Valerie




Had I known
Thursday, November 23, 2006

It wouldn't be this path I'm taking now.

Anybody who drives and willing to bring me for goodmusic & gooddrinks? I'll love you many many & deep deep hahaha.

YWith love, Valerie




First
Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Sometimes you feel like a distant object away from my beating organ because I can never comprehend you & your thoughts. Sometimes you feel like a best & great friend because in you I find solace that resides. Told you once it's years of togetherness we would rejoice about but I still can't fight the urge to say Happy First Month-sary. After all the fights, it's still Baby, I Love You!

YWith love, Valerie




Why is it so hard?
Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Extremely worn out today but still stayed up to wait for your call. I didn't complain nor whine, it was just worth mentioning that I didn't stay up - to receive your nonsense. My words may have raised your wrath tremendously but it did not bite back as hard as yours did.

Before the line of projects come to suck our blood and brain juice dry, I should fully utilise what I have now to think about what I should. It comes instantly that our temper can only be the common trait we have - mine short while yours hot. & the only thing that we can ever relate to and empathise with each other's situation is because of our similar temperamental selves. That's why often we tried to give in and tried walking in each other's shoes for a few metres before knowing it's hard - because giving in feels like swallowing down words&balls that surges to escape from your throat. No wonder no 2 similar selves can survive their ordeals because complementing of each other doesn't allow; compromise and accomodation have no room for existence.

So how long can giving in last? If we're all at this tethering situation, where patience has been sucked dry and strength has long gone, will we swallow or spill?

and guess what day's tomorrow. everything's ruined. great.

YWith love, Valerie




Danielle won!
Monday, November 20, 2006

I just watched the America's Next Top Model's finale - Danielle Evans won, much to my chagrin that it wasn't Joanie Dodds. Anyway the best one wins. Luckily it wasn't Jade since she is like so complacent but she definitely strut it like she have it.

YWith love, Valerie




Sunday is Magic.
Sunday, November 19, 2006




Even if I have to stay home all day long, sundays just feel magical. It's great to have your own favourite day of the week because in my view, months&years just feel like a breeze when I live for my so-called "next sunday".
Flip the coin, you get a different story - the stretching of every second just makes everything draggy and dull, whereas not fully utilising every second you have being blessed with, makes you cry over time you have lost. I told you, this world it's not only black or white when grey areas exist; no facts & dead rules when contradictions always occur; and when you can trust almost noone but only yourself.

Pangs of guilt striked me today when I almost almost acceded to Daddy's offer of buying me my long lusted-for pair of Christian Dior shades. I don't know how Daddy knows I've been dreaming of its possession. And I'd never thought for all this while it comes a day when I'd reject his kind intention by saying "I'll work for it myself". I brimmed with pride but deep down, I secretly curse myself for not accepting this god-sent offer. Hahaha I know I just said something bastard-ly.

Anyway, Dad got me a brand new n73 today and I felt whoops of joy because the previous one is eroding into a pool of cheap plastic as the mechanisms within start to rust, or at least it seems so to me..

PSPSPS IMPORTANT!
I'm suddenly very happy very happy! I was browsing through friendster and I saw my exboyfriend.. He became so fucking hot.

YWith love, Valerie




Out of reel
Sunday, November 19, 2006


connie pepsi amelia me.


trio.


it's a mess you'll never get out alive.


night mode.


favourite voice.


before day breaks.


rise & shine.


bye bye punggol end.


You know i love you so
when i came out to meet you
in shorts while i was having
a stomach cramp to nurse. Y

YWith love, Valerie